Rich Genesis A.D. PT. III

A new dilemma was brewing with one of her "seeds". My brother wasn't
feeling the love from nobody. He was sooooo bad for no reason we thought
he was crazy. One day I was looking for him for something. I couldn't find him at all people. I looked in closets, outside, and not to mention I was screaming his name like I lost Lassie. Something said "Look under the bed dummy." I bent down and seen a plastic bag wrapped around his face. He was really trying to kill himself. I pulled him out from under that bed, poked a whole in the plastic and proceeded to kickin his azz! While tears streamed down my face I grabbed him and hugged him like I haven't seen him in years! As I held him I muttered, "I love you!". He apologized and didn't say why he tried to kick the bucket. I didn't understand depression but I understood life. To me my brother & sisters was my "life". I didn't have a relationship with God. To be real at this time didn't "fully" understand who he was. Matter of fact I didn't even fully know my mother and father! Too young to truly grasp his sickness I just knew he wanted attention. He was dealing with something that I couldn't figure out and till this day I still don't know what triggered him. Looking at the pain he caused to me that must have sparked a light in him mentally. 1996 mom came back for good and well things didn't get any better. My gpops and my step gma broke up and she let us get the house since mom agreed to pay the notes. About 7 months later financial woes lead to the "repossession" of our baby blue mini van and we got evicted from the house. My life did a complete "180" again. I didn't cry I just was ready to seek shelter b/c being homeless is the "PITS". We moved in with my aunt and 4 kids in her 2 bedroom apt. Mind you it was my mom, the 3 boys, plus my aunt kids. So bye bye bed and hello floor! It became my best friend and efficient room was a mirage.......

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