This is PART II to my 3 part series "SITUATION." This begins at the ending of part one"In The Mind Of The Victim" so read up if ya need too!"
Leave! GET OUT!" My heart drops so hard but I can't budge! If I leave I will never get to tell her my side! So I said, "But baby I can explain!" She screamed, "Explain what? Explain how you can be so selfish to destroy our family and betray my trust! I put my all in you MY ALL! You don't love me!" The tension in the room was unexplainable. It felt like Russian Rulet and the barrel of the gun was pointed at me. How can I be so stupid she never did nothing wrong. Selfishly to say I just wanted to be in the game but I didn't think this would destroy my family. So in a broken reassuring voice I said, "Baby I know i made a mistake. I wanted to tell you so bad. I just couldn't find the words or the right time. Do you think I wanted to see you hurt? It was a one time thing baby you got to believe me?" With tears running down my face in shame and disbelief all I want is my baby back! The 1000 yard stare she had was breaking my soul! It's like she's looking right through me as if I was transparent. Water filled her eyes as she softly said, "Why are you crying?"I replied, "B/c I'm hurting just like you!" She walks towards me and I open my arms ready to embrace the love of my life. But Hells fury leaped into her eyes! The look of disgust mirrored her facial expression! She wretched back and SMACK THE HELL OUT OF ME! Not one note trembled as she yelled, "Are you stupid? Can you hear your self? YOU CHEATED ON ME!"
