The Thought In The Back Of Your Mind...

At work we were having a discussion and this guy brought up, " Are they
going to assassinate OBAMA b/c of his influence power or his race?" Has America "REALLY" accepted him?" I brought up how MLK had more
influence than the President! He not only rallied BLK PEOPLE but even
Caucasians and other races! I believe he died b/c of his popularity,
beliefs, influential speeches and acts not so much his race. So the
question was brought up. "Will Obama get assassinated?" I believe that is a
thought in all of our sub conscious. He is the new hope card and a wide
range of people follow him. So is he next to get knocked off or will
America accept this individual for who he is?

Cat In Da HAT....Tweekend Rap Up....

The letter was a success! It was emailed to every member via my pastor. 2 members came up 2 me and express how they felt. Now all that weight is lifted off me now! whew!My boy Jiop took his x beezy back so no more Guitar Hero 3! I love that game but them demons and ish on there is weird....

I adopted a cat you guyz!

My wife got a email stating that a woman had 5 abandon kittens 4 girls and 1 boy. They all were around 5 weeks old and one was missing a paw! I wanted the one missing a paw but I kind of didn't b/c I didn't know if it would've survived.. So when we got there the boy cat and the missing paw was gone! But we seen one that had our demeanor and curiosity! Plus she was so beautiful. She is a Calico and her name is HEAVEN. We wanted to get both but we didn't just in case another family wanted one...Sat we it a church yard sale got the cat a scratch toy and VA Beach Strip to kill some time to see "Batman" in IMAX

Low and behold this line!

As you know black people hate long lines and we were 45 mins early for the movie! I truly believe white people love lines as you can see they sitting down playing cards and ish! I was heated! Got me in this line sitting down Indian style! I should've knew it was a line b/c white people were outside literally fighting for parking. I wish my SK3 slide had video. :sigh: The movie was hot! Heath did his job trying to convince people that he ain't crazy b/c all people go crazy under pressure! Dat man was CRAZY!

O finally I hit a baby shower.

It was for two single moms that are currently in the Navy. They had the best "looking" baby shower I ever been to in the terms of "gifts". Yall should know by now I'M on here checking out all yall blogs man. I think I'm a bigger fan than a writer! I just love to see peoples perspective of life and how they face what they got in front of them. I just love expression! B4 I jet check out operation worship.com. It's a site set up to help send BIBLES to active duty military overseas.....

DRY WASH

This past SAT was our *church car wash* Before we started I said a prayer and a car pulled up as soon as I said AMEN! I was like man this day is going to be a good one! Well it went downhill...Nobody from my church showed up and we only washed one car! Now mind you we've been advertising this thing every Sunday since at least JUNE 24TH!

"Church *Car Wash* JULY 19 everybody come and bring supplies and it'll be from 1130am till 1pm."

We made 20 dollars I believe 2 bucks from the first car and we put 18 in there. Around 1245pm a couple came up to me and said they were struggling and need help so I offered that they come to church the next morning and we will help them out. O I apologize one person did but she came at the end and she wasn't going to help she just wanted to drop a water hose off! WTHECK? My wife is 8 months pregnant and she was out there and you telling me nobody came to help! My church is about 30 members strong and its basically old people but the church is financially and spiritually wheeling down hill and they know this! So little me was livid and my wife wanted to leave the church for good! So I decided to write the church a letter now this letter I will not disclose to you guys b/c that's just messy but it was real! I read to my wife, pastor, and another member and they eyeballs popped out their sockets! It wasn't profane and my pastor wasn't exempt! I let him have a little bit to b/c he didn't show up either but he got the time mixed up and he emailed me b/c his cell sucks. So the ending result is my letter is posted in the church bulletin and everyone who comes will see it in their church hand out on Sunday! VICTORY! HOPEFULLY MY MESSAGE WILL WAKE PEOPLE UP!

IN THE MIND OF THE CHEATER!

This is PART II to my 3 part series "SITUATION." This begins at the ending of part one"In The Mind Of The Victim" so read up if ya need too!"

Leave! GET OUT!" My heart drops so hard but I can't budge! If I leave I will never get to tell her my side! So I said, "But baby I can explain!" She screamed, "Explain what? Explain how you can be so selfish to destroy our family and betray my trust! I put my all in you MY ALL! You don't love me!" The tension in the room was unexplainable. It felt like Russian Rulet and the barrel of the gun was pointed at me. How can I be so stupid she never did nothing wrong. Selfishly to say I just wanted to be in the game but I didn't think this would destroy my family. So in a broken reassuring voice I said, "Baby I know i made a mistake. I wanted to tell you so bad. I just couldn't find the words or the right time. Do you think I wanted to see you hurt? It was a one time thing baby you got to believe me?" With tears running down my face in shame and disbelief all I want is my baby back! The 1000 yard stare she had was breaking my soul! It's like she's looking right through me as if I was transparent. Water filled her eyes as she softly said, "Why are you crying?"I replied, "B/c I'm hurting just like you!" She walks towards me and I open my arms ready to embrace the love of my life. But Hells fury leaped into her eyes! The look of disgust mirrored her facial expression! She wretched back and SMACK THE HELL OUT OF ME! Not one note trembled as she yelled, "Are you stupid? Can you hear your self? YOU CHEATED ON ME!"

DA BUTCHER.....

My barber name is Ho-tep. (The one rocking the MOTHER LAND SHIRT lol) He is a monster but he can't do every hair style good. My brother tried to sabotage this blog by saying, "You better not put this on blogger!" I calmly replied, "Naw I'm sending these pics to momma." My bro name is Ervin and he is 14 loaded with tons of personality! He wanted a mohawk like they do in Dallas. I told this knuckle head that nobody rocks that here but he insisted in opening his mouth and not heeding to my advice of getting an even all around wit a taper. So what did he get? He got a MR T! Lol...whew....bald on the sidez P. Diddy RUNS THE CITY on the top!

Lol... I bet he'll listen next time! Now they got him looking like GRACE JONES from CONAN! But its all good b/c my brother liked it and I guess that's all that matters....

MARS......

Have you ever believed that there was other life forms out there? OK I know you like wtheck? This guy said, "I can't really say if I believe that everything in the bible is accurate. I also don't understand why they didn't tell us more about Jesus personal life from yr to yr." I told him, "The bible is a summary of events in the past and whats to come. It also gives you the key to deliverance and all your answers to your questions you'll have to seek and you will find maybe not this life but surely the next! So he said "Do you believe in aliens?" I replied, "I don't know?" Then I asked, "If we were to land on mars and aliens believed in Jesus would you then believe in the whole bible?" He said, "Yes I would whole heartily believe!" I'm like wtheck? "So you have to see an alien reading and believing in the bible for you to believe?" He said, "Yea because they are not of this world and it would be conformation that the bible is true!" Somebody said in the background, "That's why we have "faith!" So would an alien change your mind?

YOU CHOOSE!

My wife best friend daughter is bad, out of control, and I witness this first hand! She is 2 1/2 and she hits her mom, screams if she doesn't get her way, she runs off and plays hide go seek in the mall and you hardly can find her, most of all she doesn't mind her mom! But there is a but she listens to me. WTHello? Her baby Daddy and her aren't together anymore. They had an apt but they moved back in with the parents after the split. But he works the night shift and sleeps in the day and when he is off he takes care of her. He makes sure she eats right and disciplines her but he's barely around b/c of "work." Her mom isn't what we call a disciplinarian but she does try calm her down. Her only fault is that she gives her anything she wants to shut her up! Now don't get it twisted she doesn't neglect her child! She is a loving mom and she works like a dog. Its just hard for her b/c its just her. Its kind of sad b/c her maternal instincts aren't as good as other single young mothers ya know in my opinion. So who fault is it for the behavior of the child? The "workaholic" father? Premature mother? Or the undermining child? You choose...but I blame the parents! They made this child and no matter how under prepared the mother and the fathers work load shouldn't prevent them from raising this child right. The father should step up and do her share b/c that's his child! He should be obligated in his heart and soul to cut back "working" to take care of his child! She should organize and prioritize to make a better balance life for them. For example eating times for her, bath time, and night time this should be a routine...

MY 4TH RECAP!

Have you ever just sat there and listen to a song and start dancing in your head? Not regular lean w/ it rock w/ it... I'm talking bout Chris Brown ~N~ Ciara! Janet in her prime 100% Ginuwine~N~ Usher swinging the chain around his neck while bustin down chicks and cheating on Chile Dancin! Sigh....THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND COMMENTS TO MY POSTS! IF YOU ARE A AVID READER I ADDED YOU 2 DA BLOG ROLL!

To the subject at hand! While most of yall were boozin and clubin on this "Forth of July Weekend" I was nauseated and had a incredible hulk headache. I seen "HANCOCK" and I liked it for the 1st black zero cartoon history super hero! O I did hit this spot called ZAZIOS hmmm! Great food, nice ambiance, and great price! But this ain't about me. Happy 50 anni to my step g-parents....that's just a blessing. Statistics show most marriages don't last 3 yrs...but the strength is in numbers in this case....

COMFORT ZONE!

I can honestly say I never had a legit "comfort zone." Every time I find one it seems that GOD yanks me out of it! Which I'm not mad at b/c he showed me why. A lil tidbit about me.... See I was extremely poor growing up! I had slept on the floor since I was 11 till about 19. Don't be sad I wasn't! I didn't care as long as it wasn't the streets! My mom kept food in the frig but she wasn't always around b/c she worked so hard. When I was around 10 she left for 2 yrs to truck drive and at 14 she left again. Her nickname is momma "BEAT FEET!" But that's another post. I lived in I say 10 different Apts. and 3 different houses in a 10 yr span! No I wasn't adopted I just jumped from family member to family member.Surprisingly I stayed in the same neighborhood in high but that all changed when I graduated lol. Each time ya know I learned something different about self and life. So one day it dawned on me that my comfort zone is with God. Not a house, friend, hobby, or anything I've ever done or had! He really showed me how I needed him. When we got evicted I called his name for shelter and when we were broke I called him for financial stability. He answered and delivered and gave me reassurance to trust him. So beware b/c God hates comfort zones unless its with him...........

IN THE MIND OF THE VICTIM....

Have you ever been cheated on? Lets re-live those feelings. Pick up their cell notice a unfamiliar name but a re-accruing number or notice a change in your partners emotions,routine, and sex drive. You ignore it as a phase or maybe its a dry spot in your relationship. Arguments don't get resolved plus your partners attention to you is decreasing. WTH? You ask that question that make your stomach cringe and your heart race. "Are you seeing someone else?" Now your anxious for a reply. Hoping for a, "Baby naw why would you say that?" Your partner steps back your heart drops a tear crawl down your face as you look at someone you thought you knew. Their response doesn't matter b/c your feeling is true unless...unless they say, "No I will never do that to you I know we been in a dry spot baby but I love you!" That response would've made you love them more than anything but that's not the case...."Baby I'm sorry." is uttered so softly. You can't think, swallow, nor breathe! All you see is memories rewinding.... flashing....damn such good times. All you can say is, "Leave just leave!" But you so wanna say, "Stay and Why Why Why?! What have I done?!" But your only strong enough to scream, "GET OUT!".......