This is PART II to my 3 part series "SITUATION." This begins at the ending of part one"In The Mind Of The Victim" so read up if ya need too!"
Leave! GET OUT!" My heart drops so hard but I can't budge! If I leave I will never get to tell her my side! So I said, "But baby I can explain!" She screamed, "Explain what? Explain how you can be so selfish to destroy our family and betray my trust! I put my all in you MY ALL! You don't love me!" The tension in the room was unexplainable. It felt like Russian Rulet and the barrel of the gun was pointed at me. How can I be so stupid she never did nothing wrong. Selfishly to say I just wanted to be in the game but I didn't think this would destroy my family. So in a broken reassuring voice I said, "Baby I know i made a mistake. I wanted to tell you so bad. I just couldn't find the words or the right time. Do you think I wanted to see you hurt? It was a one time thing baby you got to believe me?" With tears running down my face in shame and disbelief all I want is my baby back! The 1000 yard stare she had was breaking my soul! It's like she's looking right through me as if I was transparent. Water filled her eyes as she softly said, "Why are you crying?"I replied, "B/c I'm hurting just like you!" She walks towards me and I open my arms ready to embrace the love of my life. But Hells fury leaped into her eyes! The look of disgust mirrored her facial expression! She wretched back and SMACK THE HELL OUT OF ME! Not one note trembled as she yelled, "Are you stupid? Can you hear your self? YOU CHEATED ON ME!"
13 comments:
Bro you gotta delve deeper in the mind of a cheater...but I personally feel like if you're gonna do dirt take your shoes off at the door!
Cheating is wrong, but its even more wrong when someone cheats and they actually have kids with their spouse.
They cant get over themselves and understand that life is no longer about them anymore, its about the kids...so if they arent getting what they need from their spouse, they try to go and get outside nookie and emotional stuff...but like I said, they need to realize that what they want & need, is secondary because its all about the kids.
@ dre this story is based off a man with a family who cheated once not alot and they were going thru some things! this guy wasnt a habitual cheater he just slipped up!
@ skinny You hit da Nail on the head! When you have kids your life is lived for them! And to shed any bad light on them by your own selfish doings is wrong! Yet instead i understand why people cheat but its so selfish and i can never see my self taking somebody through that again! especially some one who truely loves me and vice versa!
Yeah Texas, I understand why people cheat too, but cheating does the kids a whole lot of damage. I suspect some 'would be' infedelity going on in my house hold and I was angry and kind of internalized it and kept it a secret to myself because I didnt want to be the one responsible for tearing the family apart if I told....
but it kind of pisses me off and makes me feel like wow "Will i ever just be enough for A man? when my own hard working loyal mother seems to not be enough? So it kind of hardens my heart.
okay i would have slapped your azz too, and threw a couple of punches,lol
okay wow, you know what i respect you for keeping it real and i hope that you have learned from your experience with cheating
hope your weekend was wonderful
interesting. i've confessed to being an emotional cheater once before. i was in a relationship but not getting the attention i desired. so i started talking to this new kid. nothing physical happened. but i left my bf at the time emotionally. it was hard to explain that to him and even harder to hear his reaction. ughhh.
dam! i wish i could be that strong! i need her to sit on my shoulder as the little red devil if i'm ever in this situation again!
good ish, keep it coming!
I DIDNT CHEAT ON MY WIFE PEOPLE! IF I DID I DONT THINK I'LL BE BREATHING LOL! THIS IS MORE OF A SOAP! MORE FICTION THAN REALITY BUT WITH A COMMON THEME THAT MANY PEOPLE GO THRU!
skinny yeah it is harder for the child in some cases b/c they want mommy and daddy to be happy and togather and when the sense something is going wrong sometimes they dont know what's the right time or way to say something. I also think the affects of cheating really channels the female more than the male b/c women do see that and wonder like you said if they r good enough. in a man perspective i think we either say im not gonna ever do that or be like yeah im be a playa like daddy!
dreamy if i cheated i dont think i'll be blogging ill be get my remains stomped on by the wife. Plus i read all my post to my wife to see if she like em and she diggz em :)
ms unsen yep when emotions are involved and you did that person wrong i bet it hurts
sexxy its all about that power when he love you and he jacks up karate chop him but make sure you got 911 on speed dial just in case he like D'BO!
An interesting situation. Though, the story pertains to physical cheating, as opposed to emotional. But, thats a whole other tale!
Well written though. I hope, you continue the rest.
this is deep.
i would not mind knowing what was going through his head while he did it.
perfectly reasonable reaction
i mean come on
dude shoulda expected the slap
dont come with that bullshit right after i find out u did me dirty
that's the type of conversation that comes after, NOT when emotions are flying high
get the hell outta here with ur ass was hurting too
You shoulda took your hurt ass to a psychologist, not between another chick's legs
lol well its good you love your wife enough not to do that to her ^_^ ....
okay so first, i LOVE the banner. what a cutie pie!
second, hilarious that she smacked him.
i knew it was coming though. he deserved it. tears always flow after you've been caught wrongdoing.
nice blog. i'll be back!
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