Thursday, August 28, 2008
RICH GENESIS A.D. PT IV "HE'S BACK"
With all the stress of 4 extra personalities in her apt she "Literally" had an heart attack! So something had to change and change came fast. They came up with staying under one roof until they all built a financial foundation to make it on there own . SUMMER 1997 THE BIG PLAN CAME INTO EFFECT! We all moved under one roof into a 2000 plus sq. ft. 4 bedroom 3 1/2 bath house great neighborhood. Now due to a great economy they were able to land some "big bucks jobs!" Thank god for Bill Clinton *claps* BUT a bigger surprise was on the way. Lyman Richardson drove his red mustang back into our life. I didn't want this man back in my life I knew his capability. He couldn't hurt me anymore is what I thought. First night was cool I miss yall yada yada. Next day he was back 2 his same ole self! We were at this party and "the guys" pulled out some weed or whatever. Instead of him saying, "Man chill out I got my kids." He kicked us out at 11 at night so they can smoke. I was so threw with this mothasucka but my brother Chris wanted his FATHER in his life. Truthfully I didn't need a father at this point but my bros are my life! Next weekend he had us again and he had to out do his last "antic." We where watching the NBA Finals at these people house and my dad left. I don't know where the hell he went! He left us at these people house till 1 am. I didn't know these people from "Jack and Jill." Plus we were sitting outside waiting on this dude. I really wanted him out of my life! God answered my prayers b/c not even a week later he beat feet AGAIN.
BLOG OF THE DAY http://theskinnygenes.blogspot.com/2008/08/i-guess-nice-people-still-exist.html
SONG OF THE DAY "SUPER SEXY" CHARLIE WILSON FT TPAIN
MOOD FOR THE DAY REJOICED
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Rich Genesis A.D. PT. III
feeling the love from nobody. He was sooooo bad for no reason we thought
he was crazy. One day I was looking for him for something. I couldn't find him at all people. I looked in closets, outside, and not to mention I was screaming his name like I lost Lassie. Something said "Look under the bed dummy." I bent down and seen a plastic bag wrapped around his face. He was really trying to kill himself. I pulled him out from under that bed, poked a whole in the plastic and proceeded to kickin his azz! While tears streamed down my face I grabbed him and hugged him like I haven't seen him in years! As I held him I muttered, "I love you!". He apologized and didn't say why he tried to kick the bucket. I didn't understand depression but I understood life. To me my brother & sisters was my "life". I didn't have a relationship with God. To be real at this time didn't "fully" understand who he was. Matter of fact I didn't even fully know my mother and father! Too young to truly grasp his sickness I just knew he wanted attention. He was dealing with something that I couldn't figure out and till this day I still don't know what triggered him. Looking at the pain he caused to me that must have sparked a light in him mentally. 1996 mom came back for good and well things didn't get any better. My gpops and my step gma broke up and she let us get the house since mom agreed to pay the notes. About 7 months later financial woes lead to the "repossession" of our baby blue mini van and we got evicted from the house. My life did a complete "180" again. I didn't cry I just was ready to seek shelter b/c being homeless is the "PITS". We moved in with my aunt and 4 kids in her 2 bedroom apt. Mind you it was my mom, the 3 boys, plus my aunt kids. So bye bye bed and hello floor! It became my best friend and efficient room was a mirage.......
BLOG OF THE DAY http://chile-please.blogspot.com/2008/08/my-services-are-no-longer-free.html
SONG OF THE DAY "SEPERATED" JOURNEY
MOVIE OF THE DAY- GIA/ MOMMY DEAREST
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
RICH GENESIS A.D. PT II
she was trying. I was just being a nuisance for no reason. From rolling up "REAL" grass with newspaper and smoking it like a blunt. To fighting and stealing bikes/etc. Belinda Carter was a victim of repercussions. Having her 1st child at 16 then having 3 more 4 yrs later back to back. Lets be honest her financial foundation was a pigment of her imagination. By early 1994 my mom couldn't make "100 buck rent" plus we got robbed for everything. These bastards took my life the "Nintendo and big screen." You know back then a big screen was at least 100 lbs so I know people "seen and heard" them mothasuckas. But that's the inconvenience of the hood "No Neighborhood Watch!" Well time went on and mom got the eviction notice but she didn't let us know. I came home and people were throwing all our stuff in the streets. That's right we got evicted! Mom packed the 3 boys up and moved us to DALLAS TX with my grandfather. Before we left she gave us the "yall need a better life spill". In my eyes back then mom just dropped us off there and went else where. I was a child how was I suppose to comprehend my mom dropping us off and kicking rocks. Dec 1994 Ervin Eugene Carter 3rd was born and Arthur, Chris, and Ladarius were experiencing a new life...
1995 I officially met White People yall! In Memphis it was only one white boy in my class and he wore the same outfit everyday. A Tasmanian devil shirt with dirty shorts and unintentional off white no name shoes. I remember them calling "THE PEOPLE" on his parents. These white kids weren't dirty and they had nice toys! At last I was a kid. I went places, trick or treated, and I even fished! We were finally settled in Texas and my life did a total "180". No violence, new clothes, zero financial worries, and stability. Dec 25 was just that "DEC 25TH". But now it was actually a holiday people. We celebrated my 1st "big" Christmas and mom was there. I got all the new ish Super Nintendo and all! Awww man nothing could erase the joy from me. Couple months later.....
Friday, August 15, 2008
Rich Genesis A.D. PT. I
1993 FIRST TASTE OF THE PROJECTS. Walter Simmons Projects off Lamar in Memphis Tenn. 2nd day after moving in this cat tries my brother up. Me being me beat the hell out of him. Poor as hell and mom "working all day sleeping all night" so my big sis practically raised us. But she was "young minded" and how in the hell was she going to "properly" raise me. We fought every day fist to cuffs type ish. One of her friends tried to hit my brother so I pushed her down a flight of stairs. Her boyfriend used to always beat us up man. I wanted to pumble that mouthasucka but he was like 5'6 I was like 4'6. Couple months later I got jumped in my very first gang. 8 months later got stomped out by rival gang members. Later that year my next door neighbor "molested me". She was "BIG" and 16 so I'm guessing same thing happened to her. She lured me in and made me do things to her a 8 yr old just ain't suppose to know or do. When she was about to make me "do the do" I got up and ran like Antwan Fisher.....My mother couldn't tell you half the bad ish i did b/c she wasn't there but......
BLOG OF THE DAY http://thedreamyones.blogspot.com/2008/08/daydreaming.html
SONG OF THE DAY "MAKE IT WORK" NE-YO
WORD OF THE DAY SNITCH
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Random...SOS.....
1.Ka'mya (I like)
2.Kaylin (wife like)
3.Harmonee (we like)
4.I like December or Winter (I LOVE SHE HATES)
Well I graduated this Tech School and I didn't even tell you all I was in school! I'm just building up my resume for 2013!
Joshua won "SO THINK YOU CAN DANCE" I was so happy that TV has a show where people can actually win w/o cheating or it being unrealistic! Plus its a legitimate way out for these guys! He was poor with no training but his heart and faith made him "A" champion! PLUS I WANTED HIM 2 WIN!
RIP BERNIE!! I HOPE YOUR STAY IN HEAVEN IS SWELL....
Blog of the day... http://therevealedoasis.blogspot.com/2008/08/searching-for-diamonds-value-of-your.html <<<< real talk!
Song of the day... "Something In My Heart" by Michel'e
Word of the day... Determination!
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
In Relation To My Title....
Lyman Richardson my father of 23 yrs I haven't seen you in 10 years. You showed me how to hit a woman. You showed me how to not raise my kids. Maybe it was the child support b/c you couldn't even show up for my Pre-k graduation. Daddy do you want to know something? When i got that back pay child support check in the mail i gave it all to mom b/c i wanted your time not your money. Driving drunk while all 3 of your sons in the car. I love you Lyman for showing me how not to keep a promise. How to put the blame on my baby mother if the kids ask why I'm not around. Thank you dad for leaving me and your 2 sons outside at 11 at night to do drugs. Thank you dad for lying to me over and over. Thank you dad for saying that i was your pride and joy ! Thank you dad for calling me when you found out that i was married with a child but I haven't heard from you since. Cuss words couldn't describe you. I tried to find a synonym that fit you but you are more than one word. After all this i forgave you whole heartily and i will never hold a grudge. But you're not a "FATHER" AND THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME WHAT "NOT" TO DO AS ONE...
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Change of Heart....
A man went to a store that sells crosses bc his was too heavy to bear. He entered the store and left his cross by the entrance. He walked down every aisle picking up crosses checking the weight of them and he was unsatisfied. Just when he was about to leave he seen a little cross by the door. With excitement he said SIR, I want that cross! The store clerk told him "That was your cross you brought in the store and sat by the door"